Dear Sssh,
I'm restless tonight, lonely. As I lie in bed, I imagine what could have been. He could have been "the one." He loved me. I broke his heart. Looking back on years gone by, I wonder what it would be like to run into him now. Would he still be as kind and handsome? I imagine him to be the same, tall dark and handsome, strong yet sensitive. We'd meet unexpectedly, stop and stare at each. Looking at him, takes my breath away instantly and I feel my body jolt with desire. I remember what it was like to be his lover. I imagine him touching me . . .